May 2012
I Hope You're Haunted By The Heartbreak
Did you forget that I was here? You noticed when I left, but not once did you make an attempt to keep me from going? You fucked up, but you only text me when you need something right? Fuck you. You know what’s really fucked up when I open my eyes and really look at you I see you for what you really are, which is someone who fucks people, and then fucks them over right after. You lead people...
Dear Did You Forget?
I can't explain
You made me sooooo unbelievably pissed and I’m still mad. But it just doesn’t feel right, I have a void in my life now, like something is missing. IT’s you and I know it, but my heart can’t handle the constant bull shit. I’m sad without you, but I get beat up when I’m with you. I miss you. God do I miss you. It’s not fair that you are the one who did the...
I'm still mad about this and it happened 5 days...
I took you to a party, which meant you were with me, and then I get told by my friend that you were making out with some guy. Fuck you. You blocked out everything you said and that I said, like I had no fucking feelings. Well I hope you know how bad that hurt, but it’s okay I learned from the first time, that I need to keep moving forward because the person will remain the same. You...
I Guess This Is Your Way Of Saying Goodbye
You’ve silenced my voice and walked away. You used me for what I had and that was everything. You left with the first person you could. So fuck you. I know you aren’t phased by anything, but I honestly hope it phases you that you missed out.
I'm just now getting it
Please tell me why I feel so upset about this? I hate this. I wish things were easier than this, I miss you. But you wont ever quite get that. You’re so busy with the things that never really mattered, you told me I mattered. But you said it so easily. You said 2 weeks after graduation you’ll be gone, like I never mattered. Like leaving me was so easy. This hurts, tell me why it feels...
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I said I'd never let you go and I never did.
I’m not what you want or what your looking for, because I’ve always been right here offering my hand to you, I’ve always told you theres a way out. I’ve always been right here waiting for you, so don’t tell me you’re stuck because you aren’t. You just want something that I am not. I’m not an ass hole that is going to tear down your self esteem,...
I Feel Sick
I feel so stressed, like everything was all held together and now it’s all just all going everywhere. The girl I have slowly fallin for is leaving two weeks after graduation and it makes me sick to think about. I have this intense training packet for soccer that I am already 2 days behind on and am not in shape to do. I’m terrified to lose all these things I’ve gained. I’m...
Tell me how am I supposed to feel?
Prom was different, I experienced you in a way different from before, you were mine. You wanted me, you had the under hand and it was obvious. You got to see other people wanting me, and I think that changed you. You wanted to be around me you wanted to kiss me in the crowd, you told me how beautiful and amazing I was, and you told me how i made your night. It took my heart when you whispered how...
I've Realized
The past week has made me realize how much time I wasted. I’ve had the time of my life with all these people that I’ve come to love so much. I think they are what makes me love my school so much. I shouldn’t of spent so much time crying over the little things that brought me so much sadness, I should of spent more time focusing on the things that have made me happy on my worst...
A night that made my dreams come true
I feel like yesterday was a fairy tale. I got to dress like royalty, i felt pretty. I road in a limo with some of my best friends. My prom date was gorgeous and so amazing. We went to a fancy dinner and drove to prom, I got free pictures of me and my gorgeous date. My group started the dancing. I got to dance with a group of people that I love, I had so much fun. I danced with my best work friend...
If You Want A Way Out, I Could Help You Escape
This might sound crazy but it’s a way out. Let’s leave together. We could go anywhere. We could move far from this place and leave old memories behind. We could move out of this country. It would be a fresh start. It’d be nothing more then what it is and that’s an understanding, but freeing your mind of the burdens you carry would never be so easy. So come on dear...
We All Crash And Burn
I feel like a zombie and my stomach is doing flips, man I feel like shit.
And Here I Spill
How does she not look at you with a burning desire? How does the effort you make to make things fun and interesting for her not appease her? Tell me darling are you trapped? I could be wrong but here is what I see, I see an amazing girl, who is beautiful, and has fought the hardest battles, I see this girl being hidden away from the world like some object. It’s never too late to run dear....
It's Not Habit, It's Cool I Feel Alive
This marks 30 hours of being completely awake and energized. I got my work done, I’m not hungry, and I’m peppy. I like this. I don’t see the negative as long as I don’t do this excessively. Could I see myself doing them regularly? Yep, they make me better. I never feel exhausted I can just go for days, and survive on water. I become a super woman.
aleons:
i hope Mr. Right puts up with all the bullshit that you do
You should know me by now.
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It's so wrong, but it's what feels right.
It’s been a while since we’ve talked like this. We’ve both had time to figure ourselves out, and now I know what it’s like without you. It’s troubled thoughts, fake feelings, lonely moments, wishful thinking, and too many regrets. Maybe that’s just reality, but that makes sense because you were my dream. Sadly it slowly turned into a nightmare then I woke up and...
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Reasons To Do It Despite The Situation
It would be fun, like it use to be.
It would be a learning experience.
It would be fucking awesome, because we’ve both had some time to improve.
It would relieve stress.
You’d be able to feel the amazing feeling you get when you take your shoes off and keep your socks on.
There would be a great lead up to it.
Neither of us would leave disappointed.
There’d be that kind of...
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Ouch
“Don’t get your hopes up too high haha. I might find a partyy.”
That shouldn’t of surprised me but it did. I wish you would of just told me you had plans instead of making me know i’m your last resort. I was so excited that I might actually get your Friday night. I should of known I didn’t mean that much to you.
“*silence*”
That hurt more,...
Have you ever had like an intense moment with someone where you kind of forget what you were gonna say and you just like look at them? That happened, like I looked up and everything just went out of my head. You’re completely gorgeous.
-True Love-
“I’ll make the most of loving you”
